That's right, folks: Janna's finally getting off her ass and getting herself back into shape. I am getting a membership to the YWCA where I am going to work out six days a week.
Not only do I want my former fit physique back, but I want to feel better. I want this damn anxiety to go away. I want to concentrate, to function, and most of all, I want to live. I know exercise can and does help me. Today I was incredibly proud of myself. I had just two hours before work, but I managed to get myself down to the Y, get a quick tour of the place, and try out the facilities. What would I have done had I not done this? Taken a nap.
Sleep is for sissies.
I feel really good now. A tad manic, but that's okay. I like being manic. I'm not actually bipolar, because my manic swings aren't severe enough for it to be classified as bipolar. So, for me, being manic is good. I am filled with energy, ambition, and drive. Perhaps this is the way I am
supposed to be. Maybe this is what I was meant to feel like.
Either that or I've had far too much caffeine today. That's always a possibility.
Love you all.
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
Y-W-C-A!
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I find exercise really helps with my depression. I even feel that I look thinner even when I haven't lost any weight.
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